Today's the first day of the funeral, great to have Brian, Jia Ling and Xin Ning over at the afternoon which really cheered me up. Later in the afternoon something amazing happened which ensured I wouldn't need to go back tonight which really put my heart at ease, though I was all prepared to go back, since that's all the compassion they have in their compassion leave (wadda shit poor excuse of compassion leave), but I was really going to leave (pun un-intended) as it is. But what to say, God really loves me and my family alot and intervened, leaving someone of a certain color from a certain place left to take back certain words and to suck his certain thumb in certain humility. It isn't me to push the matter, and I think that your cold-heartedness is retribution enough for you.
Brian was a great help all evening, and he made good friends with some of my uncles and aunts. Chris dropped by and I hope he does well for his final tests tomorrow. Kiat came later in the evening too and stayed through service, through which I cried quite alot again. Though there were a few hiccups that evening, I guess nobody could really be experienced when it comes to funerals and we all tried our best. My sister came back which is a real relief to everyone since away from home, nobody really knew how she was and was unable to comfort her. It was a difficult time for her too but I hope that being with us all for support she'd pull it through.
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