Today was dinner with Elizabeth, Brian and Kiat. At first thought Elizabeth heard something about what Brian said during family camp which led to her organizing dinner today. Turns out that she did after all, but everyone was very open with the whole thing and even if there were things we didn't see eye to eye about, we were able to accept it at the very least. One thing I really hate it to disappoint people, and to see someone's efforts go to waste. Many times I take it for granted that things are the way they are just like that, oblivious to the obvious fact that it takes the effort and heart of many people to get it going. Then, it's equally painful to see that person put in effort and getting all disappointed at the end. There's no such thing as someone who runs on angel's dust and God's love solely, even the most perfect among us has trying times.
Our views on cell were pretty similar, except that she has responsibilities which she assumed toward the cell and its members and a hope for them to change. On the other hand, we just let things be, do not want to get our hands dirty and are pretty nonchalant about the whole cell group.
Almost wanted to skip the dinner because when I was at Brian's shop my chest felt like it was giving way. Probably due to yesterday's ride. Stronger before faster and further I guess!
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